First week of senior year

So this week, I had my last "first day of school." It was pretty bitter sweet. I'm ready to be done with UD. I'm ready to start the next chapter of my life. I'm over being here. I really don't want to be coming back here for classes. I only have a few friends here, so that's really no incentive to want to stay either, and it's even worse when my best friend is 10 hours away :( I think the thing that I'm most not looking forward to is the fact that I am over the whole "party scene" and that's all there is here on the weekends. It's a Friday night, and as I sit in my bedroom that looks over the "ghetto" (what our student neighborhood is called), everybody is out drinking and partying and I have no urge to be out there at all. I worked until almost midnight and I have to work again in the morning, so I don't want to go out, but I can't really go to sleep either because it's so loud. Our house is also bitter sweet. It's in a great location and rather close to classes, however, when it's late and I want to go to bed, it's loud outside which makes this difficult.

Also, I don't have a job for this semester :/ I had to quit J. Alexander's because they require us to be able to work 4 shifts and I could only work three. Between my 18 credit hours and trying to play softball and maybe getting to visit Ben once in a while, I wasn't going to be able to work four shifts. It really sucks because it's pretty decent money, but at the same time, it really sucks. One thing I have learned from this job is that people are just assholes. I believe that every person needs to be a server at one point in their lives, because they realize how shitty serving really is. I've become a bit more lenient with servers because I know how hard it can be, but at the same time, I also have a shorter patience level with them because I know how good service should be handled.

My classes seem pretty cool so far. I believe all of them will relate well to my real life. Here's my schedule:

Monday
11-11:50 Propaganda Analysis
12-12:50 Conditioning
1-1:50 Water Aerobics
2-2:50 Public Affairs Reporting
4:30-5:45 The Holocaust

Tuesday
3-4:15 Family Communication
4:30-5:45 Marriage and Families

Wednesday
the same as Monday except add Beginner Guitar from 3-3:50

Thursday
the same as Tuesday

Friday
11-11:50 Propaganda Analysis
2-2:50 Public Affairs Reporting

Softball is going to be interesting as well. We got our schedule today and it's not too bad...however, it is five weekends in a row (last weekend in September until the first weekend in November). I was hoping/planning on trying to visit Ben the first weekend of October for the Navy/Air Force football game, but we are playing Ohio State. I've been trying to get a game against them scheduled since freshmen year, but it has never worked out, so I really don't want to miss these games, but I also would love to go see Ben that weekend! I really don't know what to do :(